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Alive

January 4, 2012

I’m going to tell you the truth. When you choose death, people don’t trust you when you, again, choose life. And it’s ok. I understand. But every decision I make is scrutinized. Can I handle the pressure? What if it doesn’t work out? DON’T DERAIL YOUR PROGRESS!

I smile, and say I’ve thought it through. And I have. I feel more hopeful than I have in a long time. And that hope doesn’t depend on someone else. It depends on me. A certain clarity comes to you when you face the darkness, dive in, and the other side is unveiled. You want to live. You really want to live.

I am alive. Someday, I won’t have to keep proving it. šŸ˜‰

5 Comments
  1. I am glad for your choice. The world would be much darker without you in it.

  2. Thanks April. ‘Cause I’m staying. šŸ™‚

  3. Ditto what April said. And yee-haw! for what you said! šŸ™‚

  4. I can feel your peace in these words and it makes me very happy. I’m glad you chose life, and that you choose life.

  5. thanks timber!

    and mia, i do feel somewhat at peace. not completely there, but very close. and life is the easier choice when your head is clear. šŸ˜‰

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